How can I...

Just when I thought I knew, I must have lost you somewhere....in between my dreams and my memories, lay the reality that I may never see you again.  The uncertainty that is my life comes rushing in overwhelming me in the deep reaches of my soul...how do I get through?  How do I face another day without knowing?  I still see you....I know you are there...."you're there in everything I see"...[[[]]]...